|addiction|

im sick of feeling so helpless..
i know none of this is my fault..
but, i cant help but to feel like i should be the glue holding you together..
im failing you, piece by piece, limb by limb..

i dont want you succumbing to this..
i have faith..
but, i dont know how to heal you..
i dont know how to help you, when i cant even help myself..

hour by hour, day by day..
i face the same obsticles..
i reach for the razor.. or the pill bottle..
i know the pain..

i just dont know how to salvage everything..
i dont know how to fix you..

im sorry.. i love you..