|fraud|

i sat here today, thinking about a lot of things, majorily things i know better then to think about..
but honestly, think about it, how often do i listen to logic? ok then.

i still get sidetracked when it comes to recent events, and i still get all little-girl like and scared..
scared that you're going to one day soon realize i'm not perfect and it's going to damper your decision.

i concern myself with possibilities of people persuading you, or someone better coming along..
when you assure me, repeatedly, that there is no one else for you.

can you explain this to me? can you somehow make me believe in everything? can you fix me?
we both know i'm broken, i just never realized the full extent of the casualty.

i write you letters and notes, trying to capture my emotions on paper, hoping to convey their full worth..
but then i crumble them up and toss them aside, because i fear your response.

i'm jaded enough to have it hinder my trust, have it leave bitter undertones, and cause random thoughts..
but, i'm enchanted enough to overcome any obsticle to believe in us, and love you more than imaginable.

my heart is yours for the taking..