|mhm|

thoughts:

i need a new cell phone
i need to save money for an apartment
i need to make a 'to-do-list'
i need to change my outlook on certain things
i need to be more optimistic
i need to decide whether i want to have surgery or not
i need to make appts i know i can make, in order to keep them
i need to write more
i need to accept who i am, and be ok with it
i need to sleep more and eat less

i'll continue this manana.