|failure|

he apparently has no idea how much i adore him.nor can he fathom the depth of my love..this saddens me greatly, to the point of utter failure..

i don't feel like i should even bother moving forward..to do what? to keep failing both of us..because if i were doing it right, you would have no room for questioning it..
you're right, i have a million other men who want me..men who'd do ANYTHING for me and my heart..
but, i gave it to you, and you just keep giving it back..

i can't do this anymore, i can't keep hanging on to someone who is constantly letting me go..someone who doesn't see how i perceive them..someone who is always second guessing my emotions..

i have my doubts, but i never doubt your love.. i may have in jest, but never did i once not believe how much i meant to you..

apparently, i am to blame for just about everything..and i am another failure in your life..
i'm sorry for wasting your time.