|jka|

i can't even begin to describe the love i have for him..
and knowing he loves me just as much, well, it's surreal, frightening, but nevertheless, wonderful..
i received his package this morning and spent all day anticipating opening it..

it was worth it, the wait that is..
but, i promised him i'd wait until he was awake to do so..

the card alone made my whole week..
everything else he packed inside was a bonus..
i cried for hours..

his scent is filtering throughout my whole room..
and it makes me miss laying in his arms even more than usual..
but, the fact that he knew what i wanted more than anything, melts me..
i want to curl up inside the box and just engulf myself in his lingering scent..

i remember sitting in the airport.. surrounded by it..
holding his shirt close to my face, so i didnt feel so alone..

i miss him, i miss his touch, his kisses, his.. just him.. his everything..

love isn't supposed to feel like this, is it? this powerful?
my heart could implode inside my chest..

i love him.. with everything that is me.