Oi.

So..
I just got a call from a company, that I wanted to work for, for an awfully long time..

Downside was, they were about an hour away..
I left an old job due to travel time and distance, and it was closer than they were..

Upside, this company has relocated and is now about 15-20 minutes away from me, which in all, isn't really that bad, since it's 2 miles off the interstate exit..

I've been busting my ass at the Pharmacy, contracted, and don't even know if they intend on keeping me, even though I'm doing better than 98% of the fucktards that werre brought in with me..

However, said job is 8 minutes away and the hours are ideal.. even if it's mandatory OT..

New job requires no mandatory OT and it's 10-7pm, with an hour lunch..
however, the training is 6 weeks, paid, and 830-530..
with the potential to move down to complete days within a few months.. guaranteed.. 8-5 or 730-430.. score.

I don't know what to do..

I need my car fixed, because of course, it's a priority, and with that being said, I need to maintain this job to accept the possibility of expanding into a new position with the new job..

Problem? I'm sick, and I don't seem to be getting better, I just keep getting gradually worse.. and I need a week or two to myself.. but in order to make everything work, I need to keep working to cover all my bills, the car being fixed and my ass..

Stress? Good fucking lord, I've never been more stressed..

The job of a lifetime and I'm a wreck..

Thanks God, I knew you hated me, just not this much..