-sigh-

i don't know why i do the things i do..
especially why i do them while oblivious to everything around me..
in a state of disarray and intoxicated anger..

i'm an idiot..
and i always say/do stupid things while drunk..
the fact that i do them to people whom i love, is also an atrocity..

i really feel horrid right now..
i can't even fathom words to use to describe how it is, i feel..

i just want to crawl into a corner, because i feel that low..

i don't deserve anything, nothing.