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I am nothing.
I am but that, which you allow me to be.

I could be regret, remorse, or a rebuttle.
I could be the next great thing, or the biggest mistake that you make.
I could be love, or loss, or I could linger or evaporate into nothing.

I might be your long lost love, or the one that got away.

I could be many things, but the one thing I could never be was your future.
I could not be the one that forever hindered you and which you wanted to stay by your side.

You pushed while I pulled.
I pushed and you remained.
I pulled you into me and yet, you pushed me further away.

I have guilt. I have regret. I have remorse.
I have a lot of love left for you and for us.

I just dont have the strength.

I never fell out of love, I just stopped holding on.