Undeniable.

I sat here today, just watching and observing his interactions with my nieces and nephew.
Everytime, a smile would form on his lips, even when he would encounter one of their antics and even a tantrum.
Kiyah's terrible two outbursts, Alissa's screaming and cackling, Zachary's shy and meek nature.
Each moment, the same smile or look.
Having him stand behind me, watching Kiyah sleep and snore, made me feel eased in some weird way.
It warmed my heart and melted me, seeing him tickle their feet, find a sippy cup, even accept a snotty kiss g'bye.
The more the afternoon and day went on, one thing became more and more clear to me.
I can't wait to have one of his.

I'm in love, and for the first time in my life, I'm ok with this.
It feels wonderful.