[giving up]

this will be my third post in one day..
i know i blog a lot, but this is ridiculous..
my mood has changed drastically overnight..

i never thought the one person i didn't want to talk to..
would be the only person i had to talk to..
it's like he senses when everyone else turns their back..
i should be grateful, but i'm not, i'm angry he was the only one there..

and i never thought the one i loved, would make me cry..
i can't take silence, or the feeling of being shut out..

apparently you don't know me at all..
if you did, you'd have seen this is the time i need you most..
not your lack of communication or concern..
not your stubborn pride..
just, you.

i cant do this anymore..