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i keep telling myself that i can do this.. nothing is more important than solving this.. nothing.

i bite my lip, grind my teeth, choke on every breath and force a smile.. because thats what i need to do..
i need to know i can focus on the future and the solution.. not just the pain and the past..

i've never been a strong individual to begin with,..

this, this is a true test of strength..