|disappointment|

i'm slightly bothered by a conversation held earlier tonight.. and though i should know better then to probe or lead myself into it further, no, i digress, i am an idiot.. i keep going and then when i decide i want no further information, it's offered anyway and my mind runs with it..

even if said stated information should not bother me.. it does.. i'm a woman, i read into things, i analyze them and then i use them to feed the already massive amount of insecurity that i have..

i really need to reevaluate the way i think.. and how to utilize the information that i have.. instead of letting it destroy me..

or by assuming that said stated behaviour is possibly continuing, and then really, who am i to care? i walked away, i've no ties or rights or reasons to be upset.. do i? bah.

i'm thinking too much again..