|time after time|

i am so tired.. yet, i shouldnt be..
i didnt sleep 'well' but, i slept a good amount of the night..

i've also come to the conclusion that no matter how hard i try to just focus and move forward..
he will always be my one constant thought upon waking and before sleeping..

not that i'm complaining.. it just needed to be noted.

i don't know what we are, or where we stand, or even where we'll end up..
but, i do know that im comfortable right now just knowing that you love me..
and that we're still an 'us', kind of, i think..
actually, i've no idea.. i'm just hanging on for dear life to the thought that we're something..

i'm hungry and random and i should be napping..
argh!@#!@#!

i fucking miss you.

and now i think i'm going to Quizno's because I want pickles and mushrooms with my damn turkey.