.....

you've no idea what i'm going through..
so stop preaching and stop assuming you do..

i'm sick of trying to come up with words to get it across to you..
i can't even describe how i feel inside, let alone how to describe the pain..

death.. death would be better..

on a better note..
i was accepted to submit a portfolio for suicide girls..

this makes me kind of happy, but we'll see..
i'm still a little indecisive.. i think..