4am.

It's 430am.
I can't sleep.
So what do I do? That's right, write.

I woke up missing you.
Your arms. Your touch. Your kiss.

The way I can feel at ease that you're next to me.
The way you pull me close, even while you're sleeping.
The half asleep kisses you place on my forehead.

To so many people, these are minute details, but to me, they're everything.

Each day it gets harder to deal with the distance.
I try and hold back the tears, but lately, they just fall.
I don't know how to deal with the massive quantity of love I hold for you.

Everything, is new.
As exciting as it is, it's frightening to think that it's possible to feel this exhilirated, this alive, this IN love.

I can't wait until we start our family.
I've never wanted anything as much as I want a future, with you.