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why is it everytime i need someone, there is no one there?
oh, thats right, because i push them all away..
that, or they really don't give a fuck anyway..
which sometimes, is easier believing.

i refuse to be sorry for how i feel..
perhaps, you seem to think there is no basis for those emotions/feelings..
but, they are, in fact, my emotions, and they're very real..
so, i'm not sorry for having them, i am however sorry, for expressing them..

i should just close myself off again, afterall, who cares, right?

everytime you walk away, it gets easier to do the next time..
before you know it, you just keep walking without ever turning back..